Could be Singin for the last time

Dealing with Chronic Pancreantitus has become my own little dance of how and what I eat. It can be fairly difficult because foods have a different way of being digested depending how it is prepared . Take Tomato's for instance. I can eat tomatos but I cant drink tomato juice . I can eat lettuce but I can't eat broccoli . There is a fine line with everything I eat . Absolutely no fat , so finding a fat free diet can be tricky if you don't want to bore your taste buds to death.Now not only do I have to worry about the food I eat but singing is becoming more and more difficult. To sing correctly you have to push from your diaphram, but your pancreas is in the area just behind your diaphram and ends up taking a beating while I sing. I cant take the time off neccessary to help myself heal correctly because I just can't afford to !!! No AFLAC here . So if you see me playin' and I don't seem to have that smile on my face I usually have, it's because I am in extreme pain and it is everything I can do to smile . So please forgive me if I get short tempered . I need all the help I can recieve. Prayers are always welcome as I pray for all of you

                                                                                                                                                                        Lotsa Love to All

                                                                                                                                                                           Jeff Ellison

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